Last week, a new study found that for deaf children, early exposure to both sign language and spoken language is the best way to maximise linguistic and congnitive skills. Here, Alison Leach writes about some memories of not being able to sign during her own education…
Despite being born Deaf into a Deaf family, with BSL as a first language, I attended oral schools for the Deaf.
Throughout my childhood, speech development was promoted widely, so I was subjected to extensive speech therapy. Such attempts, however, were in vain as I was not able to acquire speech, nor hearing!
I encountered numerous communication barriers, and I still clearly remember three things that happened. I’d like to share them with you.
The first was at a primary school, where one day, we were discussing Marco Polo’s travels.
The teacher said a word I could not understand – but everyone else could. I frowned, and the teacher repeated the word to me. I implied that I could not comprehend her. Impatiently, she repeated the word several times more. I still didn’t get it. I wept with frustration as all my classmates could understand her except for me.
My schoolfriend stepped in and said the word ‘tractor’ using a clear mouth patterns while gesturing in a driving motion. I understood in an instant, and was eternally grateful to my friend. However, rather than being pleased, my teacher was furious with my friend for actually ‘showing’ me!
Second, in a secondary school, we had to take ‘speech’ lessons almost daily before school commenced. I was in the bottom class and the ‘worst’ in the group. Teachers could not believe that I was incapable of hearing, as I was able to write English fluently, so they kept scolding me to pay more attention in class.
At one parents evening, a particular teacher was telling my parents that I had been disobedient for not listening in ‘speech’ lessons whilst it was apparent that I could ‘achieve’. My father pointed out that I had not been disobedient and told them that I could not hear and it was extremely difficult for me to learn to ‘speak’.
The teacher refused to believe my father (teachers know best don’t they?!) so my father challenged the teacher to test him with the headphones (Dad had the same level of hearing as me). The teacher turned on the volume and my father shook his head. The teacher turned the sound all the way up to maximum and my father continued to shake his head, indicating that he could not hear at all. ‘Now you know Alison is NOT a naughty girl!’ Dad retorted angrily. After that, the teacher shut up and left me alone.
The third occurrence was in the same secondary school. I was known for being good at maths and the teacher gave me a mathematical problem fully expecting a correct answer. I replied ‘seven.’ “Oh Alison!” he groaned falling onto the floor and banging the ground with his fists. I was perplexed as I was certain that my answer had been right. A fellow classmate, who was also a maths whiz kid, interjected “But Sir, Alison did say ‘seven.’” The teacher got up from the floor red-faced: “Oh, I thought you said ELEVEN.”
Huh!
My parents and I would have preferred for me to attend signing schools for the deaf but there weren’t many choices in my home area. I often wonder what opportunities I might have missed out on.
Although I did attend one of the top deaf schools (if not the best) in the country, which didn’t use sign language and served me well academically, I wonder how well I could have done if I had been able to sign.
I want more people to know that oralism is not ‘one size fits all.’ It’s not for everyone.
Alison is thirtysomething. She was born and bred near the south coast and currently resides in the west midlands.
The Limping Chicken is supported by Deaf media company Remark!, training and consultancy Deafworks, provider of sign language services Deaf Umbrella, the National Deaf Children’s Society’s Look, Smile Chat campaign, and the National Theatre’s captioned plays.
Andy Hearn
June 11, 2012
Tractors during Marco Polo’s time?, no wonder why you couldn’t understand the teacher!
barakta
June 11, 2012
On paper and the surface I look like an oralist success. It has its uses but it also has its significant and probably unacceptable costs.
I was relatively lucky in that I “get a lot out” of hearing aids and that my schools were mostly sensible for me but I always felt like the odd one out and much of my luck was having a primary school friend who would repeat things for me, or I could just copy what she did.
Secondary school made me ill and it took 3 more relapses of illness before I realised that a major trigger is “auditory overload” and that my brain crashes horribly. I can hear stuff, but it is like burning magnesium, I burn out really quickly and stop being able to make sense of the words I hear and often can’t remember them. I do things like hear first part of sentence A and second part of sentence B because my brain’s ditched the middle so I end up with bullshit sentence C not knowing that I’ve lost data!
I don’t have anything like the academic grades I know I’m capable of because I was overloading constantly and the stress of managing in a large mainstream, often unsympathetic and unaware secondary school used energy I could have used learning more effectively for my needs. I had teachers tell me I was being thick when I asked them to repeat things, even though I’d missed 40% of my last two years of school! So stupid!
As an adult one of the best things is that I can choose how I learn. I can focus on the methods that work for me. That and I got myself some BSL classes which help massively with my confidence and giving me more communication choices and options. I can ask for things like STTR/palantypy so I can see the words. I can insist on information being written down and focus on reading and writing which are my best methods. That and make sure I rest properly before and after times when I’m going to be expected to do a lot of audio – even if that means hiding in the toilets with my hearing aids firmly turned OFF!
I strongly believe all deaf (and hard of hearing) children/adults should have access to sign language and other non auditory communication options as a matter of course. Sign language should not be seen as the language of “oralist failures” because teachers of the deaf (usually hearing) can’t sign properly! Oralism on its own makes me angry, very angry because it just isn’t that simple and it isn’t necessary and it’s anti evidence and research!
I would have liked to have had a properly bilingual education with time and space allowed for resting my brain as it needed. I think I would have been a more rounded, happier and more academically successful person with more choices and less judgement about what is or isn’t suitable.
At some point I want to blog something about “Does extensive auditory processing make other deafies’ heads implode” like it does to me because I often feel like the only one.
Lana
June 11, 2012
As a punishment, a teacher asked me to write an essay on “why I sign?” She came back an hour later and read only five words on my paper … “Because my parents are Deaf.”
Linda Richards
June 12, 2012
Brilliant, concise and effective answer to the essay title, Lana! Loved it!
Sensible Alison ;)
June 13, 2012
My sentiments exactly re the choices (the lack of) my parents had. When I was at THAT school, I dreamed of winning £1 million so I could build a grammar school in the North and that signing was allowed with Deaf teachers! I know £1 million is not enough these days but what does that dream say? I must have felt my participation/learning was restricted/limited and wanted to be nearer home.
Nick Sturley
October 8, 2012
Alison – Check out http://www.facebook.com/innocentsofoppression – it has a link to this article.